another friendship wasted

i just realized that being honest to people is one of the best ways to keep a friendship strong and sturdy. from past experiences, with people whom i considered as friends before, i at times regret that i haven’t been all that honest with them.. maybe that was why they, too, weren’t honest with me. and it usually ended up us being separated. another friendship wasted.
i missed those times we walk together and talk about life. i missed those times we had bonding moments. both of them i missed, but maybe this really is a part of growing up.. letting go of people, learning from them and moving on.it is hard to move on. it is hard to move on without a sister by my side. it is also hard to move on without your long time close living friend. and i missed it. another friendship may be endlessly wasted.